Sunday, November 20, 2016

An Apology to Ghosts

Hi. Yeah, I'm back. Not that anyone cares, so far I've got no followers on this abandoned blog. I guess I'll fill in some blanks.

I didn't post any blogs after my first because I forgot about the site. I often forget some sites when I don't have to think about it much. Occupational hazard. 

Life is pretty boring as always. Got into a super cool anime called Assassination Classroom recently so that's fun. I'm downloading the series as I type this to make some edits (shout out to kissanime.to cause that's where I see and download any anime I watch). My birthday is next tuesday and on monday before I'll be going to watch a movie with a friend and hang out for a while. 

I'm not sure what else to say in this midnight blog upload, honestly. 

Guess I'll get down to a certain subject.

                                                                                                                                           

the internet:

Honestly, I've never been more paranoid about using something. I don't know how this paranoia got into my head but I always worry about the possibility of stalkers and kidnappers all coming from the internet. I know, using a blog like this is a sure fire way for someone to keep tabs on me but I feel like I have to run this blog to let out what I usually keep in.  I know I didn't really say anything out of mind in my first blog but I'm pretty sure that'll change. It's changing now, actually, this blog is the beginning of that change. 

A week ago I was laying in bed when I had a paranoia attack and all I could think about were the worst things that could happen to me using the internet.  It was so bad I was thinking about no longer using my kindle, stopping the use of any social site, and focusing on just using offline stuff on my laptop. After having a conversation with a close friend I ironically met over the internet, I finally got into a more logical state of mind and got over the paranoia attack. 

However, the paranoia is still annoyingly present in my head. I'll try to keep it at bay, though. I have people, friends I dare say, on the internet that would hate to see me leave. 

                                                                                                                                           

Anyway enough talk about my stupid paranoia. 

I found myself in Assassination Classroom. Sumire Hara. We're both overweight and in the background most of the time. ^_^   She'll probably be the first person I make an edit of when I'm finished downloading the series. 

I guess that's it for this blog, I'll only post if things get interesting or I feel like posting. Yeesh, I'm the worst at this sort of thing. But I think this will help me open up to people. So stereotypic yes, but you gotta admit, sometimes the best way to go is the stereotypical way. 

I'll still be adding a picture to the end of each blog. ^_^